2-16-12 Moon in Sagittarius goes in Capricorn at 12:03 am on Friday Kin 159 3 Cauac

We breathe air in order to stay alive. An abundance of air is provided for our life-sustaining breathing. We engage in miraculous breathing 24 hours day, 7 days a week without cessation. But, what actually happens when we breathe in the oxygenated, nitrogen-laced air that supports our physical organism’s life? We burn it up! We use it as combustible fuel. For further reading, in another article, I wrote 18 months ago, (and have just now posted to the blog) the subject of our continual making of ‘body rocket fuel’ is elaborated. Bottom line: we are literally burning up from inside out.
http://blog.modeofcosmictherapy.com/2012/02/17/walking-talking-combustible-nitrogenic-animated-machines-full-of-grace-and-glory.aspx

IF we did not ‘blaze’,  somewhat like the nuclear fusion, that takes place on the inside of the sun, we would die. We would not be able to maintain the human flesh machine without the constant electromagnetic/chemical combustion taking place. Simply put; we would change forms from supposed visual matter into invisible unformed gaseous energy. Whenever we inhale, we ignite and suspend the regenerative flame; as we exhale, we carry debris (toxic poison in the form of carbon monoxide) back into the air where it is absorbed by our cosmic partners, the plants. It’s an endless cycle of celestial proportions. It’s a relationship expressed in divine love. We eat the plants then, through the process of removing waste, we eliminate the compost offering it back to the plants as fertilizer for the plants. In essence, our never-ending destruction is directly linked to the construction and maintenance of our life. In order to exist vibrantly, we must be destroyed crushingly. Pretty amazing stuff, when we stop to think about how we are intricately tied to the earth which is supported by the sun. An unequivocal undeniable hallowed relationship which supports and destroys us, all at the same time!

So what am I getting at besides offering basic scientific information which can be found in any fourth grade school book? I am saying we are sustained by the ‘cooked relationship excrement’ in our lives! Yes,’ tis true. The scorching putrid feces left over as the emotional residue of any clearly identifiable heated stinking involvement was, it was/is/and shall be the ‘body rocket fuel’ which propels us ever onward in the changing of our outdated form. We are continually altered by each and every attachment we gravitate to. No matter how we view, interpret, project and ‘mull over’ the harpsichord romantic stirrings in the relative association, {marriage, divorce, separation, straight/gay/lesbian, bi/transsexual, betrayal in/from/of secret affairs), the scorching blaring truth remains; we grew/grow like beautiful fertilized roses in/from and out of the ‘hot shit’ of the involvement.

Nowhere else and with no one else can/could such wounding edifying resolution have taken place. Hurt and pain served as the oxygenated nitrogen-laced air we needed to breathe for the construction of our new formation. I think it was Jesus who said, “We must become new creatures.” Therefore, we need recognize the turbulent unsettled lingering unfinished story as the ‘magic carpet’ which transports us to new levels of understanding, appreciation and gratitude. Did I really have the audacity to say ‘gratitude’? Indeed, I did. For we know that without the candy coasted manure we chose (of our own free will) to wade through for whatever duration of time, we have been made over into a new creature of unsurpassed glory. Yes, we do rise from the abysmal pit of gloom and despair we all fall into.

It is impossible to get rid of the so-called ugly ‘supposedly harmful elements’, without the startling jolting decomposition process involved in the electromagnetic-chemical transformation of bodily nuclear fusion. In the beginning it is called chemistry between the two. In the end, it is called hate-slander-slinging, “I’ll claw your eyes out” blame. In other words, we are attracted, join together (fuse sexually), mingle, mangle, communicate words, express thoughts, (nothing but flames of accelerated nitrogen) then when enough excrement has been created from the combination of the two people, a diverse change in seasons occur. These implementable increments of seasonal changes, which occur in the body’s mechanism, take place without our conscious participation. In other words, we are modified for the day and hour of unlived, unexpressed, unexplored events which rise up before us out of the flammable union.

We may part (dissolve the relationship) or make it over the confusing hurdle of necessary purging adjustment; either way, we will wake up one day to face the person in the mirror asking, ”Who are you? Whose life are you living? What do you want? How did I get here from there?” No longer will we be able to spend countless hours trying to maintain ‘pretty faces’ out of rotting corpses. The day of reckoning has descended upon us! We will not stand bewildered basking in useless shame-soaked blame wondering why this or that happened with high and mighty condescending attitudes of self-loathing contempt. Neither will we yearn for the character-corroding emotional drama we’ve vested vital life-supporting energy into.

Naked Truth is a horrid mate, but one who makes a wonderful bedfellow when embraced with guileless understanding and honest acceptance. Guarantees, security and comfort is the real culprit; yet, we entertained him as a welcomed guest. Why? Because we did not know how to love unconditionally and release freely harboring no guilt, remorse, responsibility and regret, we stagnated in our journey of self-imposed unforgiving misery.

Love is the only air we breathe. It can no more be separated from us than the earth can sustain itself without the blistering brilliance of the sun! Without love we wither and die a horrible untimely death without the extended graciousness of exiting. We become walking loveless frozen zombies, bitterly encrusted, unattractively lifeless. We misread our divine intent. We are limitless love exemplified without end. No matter what slippery-slobbering lanes of romantic lies we’ve traveled, travailed and transfixed with eager long ears. Through it all, we’ve learned, laughed, liberated, and lavished ourselves with unending wisdom gleaned from ‘visiting hell for three days’ while alive. Because of our irrefutable journey of disappointing relationship’s heart-breaking demise, we have discovered we are not fashioned for a specified love from ONE man or woman, but from everyone, everywhere; and like the sweet, sweet, soothing seductive fragrance of healing prayer, we are enshrouded with love, [infinite sustaining love beseeched in our own fundamental nature] without ceasing.

No longer can we be cast down where the “worm dieth not’ but rejoice forever more in the invigorating sacredly sensual capacity to love unboundedly, unreservedly and without any hint of expectation or declaration in return. Breathe. Inhale and exhale bountiful ineffable God in all the sanctified fullness of artistic expression in divinity’s air saturated creation.