A Child’s Birthday Party filled to Overflowing: Balloons, Ribbons, Games, Cake, Punch and Lively Music!
1-20-2012 Kin 132 2 Eb
Moon in Sagittarius goes in Capricorn at 5:40 pm
Passion, like the exuberant joy surrounding a child’s birthday celebration,
represents the festive energy for unadulterated living! We must never forget
how to laugh, love and liberate our innate sense of wonder. We must continually
fuel a natural inclination to burn within our bosom for something. Matters not
what that particular something signifies, but what does matter is, that we
sizzle with an abundance of thrills whenever we think about it. I’m talking
‘goose-bump’, hair raising up on our arms’ noticeable sensations.
This unadulterated passion constitutes whatever is deeply personal and
reverently sublime to us. So personal, the act itself remains in a sacredly
private world where no one ventures to tarnish or dull its brilliant adoring
scent and inexplicable flavor. Am I talking about an undisclosed secret of some
sort? Not necessarily but the object of our affection must contain an air of
fantasy, no matter if it is simply the chewy center of a cherry tootsie roll
pop. Our dreams contain what we wanted must as a child; whether we ever
actually participated in the daydream, we WANT what it represents. As William
Wordsworth so aptly stated, “…But trailing clouds of glory do we come…” knowing
full well, no matter the conditions of our individual childhood, what we aspire
to is a grand exhibit!
No, not for the adorning accolades that may come from it, or the honorable
mention write up but for the sheer roaming pleasure offered. We need not to
receive benefit or glory for having entertained our grand desire. OH! No.
Simply to engage, full force, sustains us. Every ounce of our individual power
must be engaged in the object of our majestic desire. We recognize its blazing
bountiful beauty before it beckons. We know instinctively we were born to feel
the sensational grandeur. Nothing else will suffice. No imitation or
facsimiles, please.
If we are admired it WILL NOT be because we pursued the destined course. Our
enduring joy arises because we are aware of what spins our centrifuge. No
amount of galley response will make bit of difference. Will not retreat from
the last frontier, which is the primary motivating horizon and single calling
card of our lives. No amount of money or financial success will deter us from
our divine purpose. No other accomplishment will compensate for our loss of
personal integrity IF we do not aspire to and obtain our precious yearning.
Our one transcendent passion sustains us all the days of our lives. Without it,
we are nothing short of numbed oblivious sprouts of meaningless vessels of ill
descent. We do not yearn to do what we want to do for any reason other than we
want to do it totally, unrepressed and unapologized. I reiterate, not for one
smidgen of profit, advantage or improvement. We are not in need but in
celebration of the whimsical delight associated. Under no circumstances, does
it matter (Or will it ever matter) to us, in the least, that we can say we have
it, had it, done it, been involved with it. No. That would be the worst form of
adultery. We shall never be guided by the glossed over desire to impress
others, in spite of it.
The more trouble we overcome in obtaining our passion, the more precious it
becomes. We will not be daunted, depressed or dejected IF it appears that life
has detained its arrival. The wait makes the appearance all the much sweeter.
The sanctified art of creative expression is hidden in the passion and will not
be denied any more than urine will escape the body when the bladder is full. We
were born for an undisclosed unified purpose of celestial origin. From whence
we came, we do not know and from where we shall return we cannot, with a
guaranteed assurance, say. But, the glorious hint of our galactic relevant
source will not be stayed when we unite with the on-going party of our ruthless
soul’s intent.
Will we seek approval? No. We will ask permission to dive into its depths? Not
a chance. We will bathe in the fullness of the incandescent light of ecstasy’s
liberation! Yes, sheer eroticism experienced at the core of our existence. We
will do it just ‘because it’s presented and it’s what we wanted to do from the
foundational of the world. We breathe, move, and have our essence of human
flesh for nothing else. Our one unmitigated passion is no more separate from us
than the blood that runs through our veins. And, like royal rich
life-sustaining blood, IF it doesn’t keep pumping, we die.




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